bollywoods most wanted photographerno1

photographerno1..is a shia mystic..they dont make like this any more.. he walks on fire,self flagellates,cuts his forehead each moharram.. and he is sane as sane as you or the guy next door,..

Better Dead Than Alive

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 See you in hell she said
You Indian monkey
mongoose man she said
See you in hell she said
you Shia Thug Home Boy
Rotten Cad she said
that you left my online locality
you unwordy bloody bastard
I am glad she said

I am at Peace finally
You pictorial piece of embarrassment
Unbuzzworthy harassment
I am glad she said

You don’t have to fuck people to survive
But people fuck me and I nose dive
Resurfaced Resuscitated Revived
A bird in the hand is not my sex drive.
To see you with my closed eyes
My Pictorial Soul living and loving in hell
Better Dead than Alive

to a blog goddess 2007

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Oh Blog Goddess

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Oh Blog Goddess with a heart of Stone..
 the Blog Cybernetic Space our combat zone
 falling in love with you
My fault bemoan..
Self exiled my sins atone
Torturous waters,
 an Unknown Zone
You ravaged my Soul
A Cataclysmic Cyclone
God Adam Eve
 a faulty Rib Bone.
 Garden of Eden
Serpent prone
You in my Hell
I won’t be Alone.

My 381st poem at poem hunter.com

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2007 has just begun , happy new tear goddess

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Mona The Child Eunuch and Me

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 When Raju Srivastav told Mona that I was connected to Bollywood, and styled costumes, she became excited and became my best friend, telling me about her favorite actor Salman Khan, John Abraham, and Preity Zinta, and this was a nonstop running railway train of a conversation, and I nodding my head to questions that were also answers.

And we had met in the course of the day,and in totality it must have been a few hours till Mona took to the stage, and I have got those pictures too.

all this was shot at the all india hijda sammelan park street vikhroli.

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Mona the Child Eunuch (Hijda)

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I   just called up Mr Raju Srivastav the hotelier who was one of the organisers of the All India Hijda Sammelan, that was recently at Parksite Vikhroli…and told him that I was posting Monas picture on the Net.

I got a call from Mr Raju Srivastav last evening at 7 pm, he invited me to the inaugration of his new restaurant Pratha near Filmcity Road Dindoshi Goregaon East .

I tried to make an excuse as this area is almost an hour by rickshah from Bandra but I was indebted to Raju Srivastav for all the help he gave me in allowing me to shoot the Eunuchs, and I know some of the older Eunuchs were not to happy with my saffron clad presence, and my turban and my mystical Bawa appearance.

So I changed at the shop, the new jacket and dhoti, and reached Pratha the new restaurant, a 48 seater with a garden too, and purely vegetarian , I had a Russian sandwich and a slurpy pav bhaji and after many a excuse made my way home, not before Raju bhai reminding me that Monas father was asking for her pictures.

And now he told me the Truth about Mona s birth, Mona was born a eunuch and her biological parents gave the child away when she  was a day old.

She has a eunuch mother Babita , and a normal male father Gopal Bhai who are  herfoster parents.

I dont know much about Mona , but Mona has extremely good and caring parents, who love her and this is what matters in the End.

And the tragedy is that a child born with  a genital deformity is considered a taboo

and handed over to the Hijdas.

posted at my home site .

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gallery  eunuchs in mumbai

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Basanti Queen of The Eunuchs (Hijdas)

basanti queen of the eunuchs

This is Basanti and she loves to be photographed, and that she loves me to photographer  her  is her  keen sense of recognition of my talent and my love for the Eunuch community ,and I dont want to write a book on them, there are several available ,and nothing,  not a single  book has changed their lot, and fuck I doubt any writer has done anything for them collectively, there are crooks among the Eunuchs , junkies ,perverts ,child lifters and murderers too, and the cops well honestly would love to stay away from them, and some rogue cops are worse than Eunuchs wearing uniforms…and all this will be part of my home site  Eunuchs in Mumbai.

And I must add the richer Eunuchs have money falling out of their ears and could forget the writer buy an entire publishing house…and this is Truth.

The Eunuchs keep arms the powerful ones,, they some of them take drugs, and the scarier ones are those time has aged badly, bald heads, sagging boobs, betel eating, angry , hating life kind of eunuchs, I got into a fight with a Eunuch from a royal family she wanted to know who killed Imam Hussain whether it was the Shias or Shimr, I told her in no plain terms ..it was neither, the Islam of that time killed Imam Hussain, those who believe him are his followers , known as  Shias and those that dont believe him are children of Shimr and Terrorism/.. and prior to this conversation was an incident that happened at the Dargah, and I have sealed my lips with Silence , but she had told me if I told anyone about it I would be bodily lifted from Mumbai and killed , the incident was nothing but a misunderstanding between the cops and a eunuch community.

So it is not hunkey dorey getting involved with the eunuchs..it can be dangerous too, unless you have protection from those right  up in the hierarchy.. and here I am greatful to Gopal Haji , Babita and Basanti…and they know I mean no harm to the Eunuchs, and I am amazed and take my hats of to an American lady Sarah Marks who did a thesis on Hijdas in America without visiting India or having met a Hijda ever in her life.. and this is the America that I love , exploring dark areas and lighting them.. and someone lit me too as a Journaler … thank you Maam.

This is my last post  at Buzznet I wont be posting here for some time as someone has hacked into my account at Buzznet , and once Steve fixes the problem , which he has assured me I will return.. I will be at Bloggerspot and my home site.posted at buzznet 13 aug 2006

Update

After lying low for sometime I shifted to my other site at buzznet Commentator no1, this was my last post as photographerno1 at buzznet.

The Photographerno1 site is inaccessible to me..  I will never be able to delete or edit or post, I wanted to let some of my posts   breathe again , so I copied them here at word  press , there are some with naughty images that I stole from porn sites  as toilet humor which I left them there to languish in the buzznet journal jail.

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Basanti The Eunuch Queen

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Nobody can shoot Eunuchs  in India the way I do this is no idle boast , the Indian eunuchs or Hijdas  are a volatile lot, very suspicious, and quite violent when cornered,  , I have just started shooting them , and it is very simple I dont shoot them like Exotic or dangered engendered specie , I shoot them with the strength of my spiritual and cosmic conviction, I shoot Eunuchs with a unknown passion , become one with their angst ,  I can if I want ask them to give me a pose that will bring out their naked physicality , their crumpled androgynous anomaly , but I am not in photograpers studio, I am at a Holy Shrine , always ..whether it was Makdoom Shah Baba Mahim or Haji Malang Dargah in the mountains.

At the recent All India Hijda Sammelan I was bodily thrown out , I dont lookl ike a media photographer, I was dressed in Sadhu clothes and Eunuchs are scared of Tantrics and the souls that will be stolen, they will be under the supreme power of the Tantric..if photographed, this is the Truth as the Eunuch sees it, the lady eunuch in the picture is Basanti, she stood by me at the Vikhroli Hijda Sammelan, took up cudgels for me,she has a gypsyish Mystique, she is powerful and knows it, is jealous , fiercly jealous of my fondness for Sohel Haji, but she loves me and wanted someone to click her picture with me.

Actually the Bawa in the picture is Zubair the Guardian Murid of Hujra no 6 and a believer of Imam Hussain and Karbala, and he too has a crazy Mystique.. if he screams yes like the hero of Tin Drum he can shatter glass, and this is not about Gunther Grass confessing that he was in the Combat wing of the SS wafen of the Nazis.

Zubair and I were walking outside the Dargah near Moti Katra that Basanti  saw us yelled at me American American she did not know my name,  , from her hotel window on the second floor,to come upstairs, me a born arsehole , instead of paying respect to her, ended up at Sohel Hajjis room Sohel hugged me and was doing her  makeup,all this Basanti watched would have eaten me raw, such is the intesity of love and hate among eunuchs.. my daughter Samiya gets pissed with my eunuch poetry and my identification with the Eunuchs, I dont know why I feel for them, you all know it is certainly not for money or for fame, I have fame ..testicular fame fucked online..

And I have really shot Eunuchs this time, Zeenat a Eunuch ,  if you see her pictures you will be wanting to let the cat ou of your bag and beg for more.. I shall post at random, the rest will all go at my gallery Eunuchs in Mumbai on my home site.

posted in august 2006 at buzznet.

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Lost Illusions

lost illusions

The grass is always green
on the other side
We multiply hate,
with a resultant hate we love divide
Our inner feelings we often hide
We take sides
We distort truth conveniently
We love to misguide
Yes we were born human
Yet take Humanity for a ride.
We have two handmaidens
At our beck and call
Venomous Vanity and Prejudiced Pride
We fight wars we are superhuman
In our pretentious godly stride
Imperialistic Hegemony ..
devouring the freedom of a nation
to keep them chained and allied
Prostituted Peace..whoring a politicians bedside
Religious animosity, bleeding values.
Human degradation
We leave for the next generation
Hopefully a just god will be by their side,
A better world provide
In the years to come this political
chaos and corruption will subside

my new poem

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Happy New Year

happy new year

A new year 2007 is going to start
No problem with your fucking
Just see that you have enough
Condoms in your apple cart
Make less babies the
World is falling apart
Fuck your wife don’t
Spare your mistress
Give her a good head start
You fucked up sucked up
Sanctimonious fart
Spend less time on the internet
Finger fucking minimalist
New pathways to her heart chart
Try to be dumb and dumber
Let her think she was born smart
Retarded she calls you time and again
no problem lifes computer too needs a restart
Ignominy of a penile complicated body part
Rope trick man from India ..
Friendly new years greeting
in a banana leaf of wisdom impart

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In this Planet In this Time

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Kapil Agarwal  is a jeweller from Jaipur and each year has his gems stall at Char Yaar Ajmer , exotic precious and semi precious stones, and this picture was shot last year, his  brandname is Asshirwasd which means Blessings,  in Hindi.

  Kapil  Agarwal  is derogatorily called Kapil Kana by his opponents  kana means squint and competitors mostly disgruntled Muslim gem stone guys   hate Kapil and the goodwill he has generated  over the years at Ajmer and Kapil has a squint and a squinted smile.

He has Qawwali renditions at his shop ,this year it was a Shenai rendition a kind of small trumpet and melodious tunes, and I believe I went into a trance here and fainted too, I am told by those who bring me up to date after I come out of the trance.. and I dont dope or drink it is just anything that has Ali is enough to throw me off balance.

And thids Sufi state of a  trance  is called Kaif.

I had come to Ajmer this year 2006  and was searching for Kapil but his shop was not there on 1st Aug, as I was told he was in Bangkok, and was expected sometime on Chatti , on Chatti I was told he had a shifted shop to Sola Khamba, so I walked barefeet on that day to search for him, and everyone gave me the wrong direction, such is the grouse of the other gemstone dealers against Kapil, I walked and someone sent me to a ruins called Dhai Djin ka Jhopda, , and here I was lucky I shot some breathtaking pictures of the arches and graves and the caretaker stopped me from clicking but I lifted my Wooden Stick and the name of my Peersaab Fakhru Miya hujra no6  quietened  him and I believe picture taking is part of a predstination too, as I never knew about these ruins at all, not even last year.

I  began my search for Kapil and realised I was misdirected again and had walked towards the Taragadh Fort path a 3 hour walk  up hill, I let my spirit take me and I shot pictures on an empty stomach, and had a few pictures of me shot ,and also shot the man who eats raw Scorpions called Bicchu Bawa  and his son called Scorpoin kid, and reached after about two hours at a  shrine , but the guy directed me to another rocky path, and this was a 45 km trek into the mountains till I reached the Shrines of Taki Naki and walked back into another Mountain to reach the shrine of the Eunuch Saint and his bilogical Son.

And I trudged back through a short cut and reached Sola Khamba and finally met Kapil esconced at Char Yaar , he had lost this shop in a dispute but got possession on Chatti.. an auspicious day, and I narrated my Pilgrims Progress and thanked him for the Shivas eye Stones that he had given me last year at Rs 50/ each which I found out cost quite a bit, and it was to merely Thank him , that I was searching him.

And here too I met the visionary Khadim Syed Salman Chishty  who ran after me on the road shouting out Photographer no1, photographerno1, he had discovered me at Bloggerspot , and I had become a part of his research..and I went to his house and hs window that opens ito the courtyard of the Dargah.. and this certainly was no coincidence but a predstination of a cosmic nature.

And I will have to search Kapil Agarwal  next year too as the 865 carat Turqoise of Chinese origin that a shop keeper who quoted  Rs 20000, Kapil got it for me at Rs 1700/ without telling the shop keeper that it was for me, and I took my booty and was rushing  home   banged into theTurqoise stone   shop keeper who was going towards Kapils store for the stone …and I had told this shop keeper the first time I saw this huge egg shape Turqoise stone that I would possess it if it was destined for me.. It was in this planet and this time.

Thank  you Kapil Agarwal .

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Moghul Masjid God Lives Here

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This is where God lives, and I have written so much about God and his favorite haunt the Moghul Masjid built by Mohomed Hassan Shirazi an Iranian philanthrophist and his Lucknowi wife from the family of the royal Nawabs.

I cant stop shooting pictures of the  Moghul Masjid,  with all the money in the world the Khojas can built any grandeur like Mosque , but can never recreate the ambience of Moghul Masjid , where I feel the human presence of God..other Mosques may have a heavenly God but the vision I see here is of a Kind , human loving God, and every little speck at Moghul Masjid praises the bounty of this God.

And I dont enter any other Mosque, yes I am a heretic, architectural Mosques that encage Godliness never inspired me , and I come here  every Friday if I drop in at the Chor Bazzar flea market, I make it a point to have a black Kava at Khushali the Iranian samovar shop, and  let my spirit roam at the Moghul Masjid..I am not much  of a prayer man, but yes I pray all night , to be lulled to death on my pillow..I dont want to die in any other place but my home..or if already destined within the boders of my beloved country.

I know people among my Malang friends who always carry a shroud bought from someone who came down with it from Mecca or Medina.

The Shias are living Shrouds in Iraq ,  in a friendly Muslim coutry called Pakistan, friendly is the punishment for living a Muslim and dying as Sunni or Shia in sectarian violence.

I never understood why the hard hearted called the non Muslims Kaffir, and being human is worse than a Kaffir than I am a kaffir allright , there was a time in protest I wanted to change my name to Kafir Firoze Shakir.. but my mother pleaded , and I gave in.. and remained a man loving Kaffir from within.

I lived for a short while in Muscat Oman and saw the tragedy and travesty of being an Indian Muslim.. you are considered of the lowest rung, I fled the Gulf..and I for any x amount of money in the World   would not want to live in the Gulf.

And I think it is countries like ours that kept the Covenant of Allah Alive.. and here I dont talk of those who kept the covenant of the Devil and his Satanic Verses alive by killing , humans and innocence and blaspheming the name of Allah with their dastardly acts…

Yes I am opinionated, I am not a scholar of the Holy Koran, but its spirituality remains the same for the literate and the illiterate alike and the Koran is not the monopoly of just Mullah intrepretation  an actress  could as much interpret it  as eloquently like  the Shahi Imam of any mosque,without blinkers of human hate and women hate.

 I saw a film called the Horseman, where Omar Sharif tears a part of the Holy Scripture to apply to a  wound..and it stayed with me all my life, I wore Ayats in a Tawiz or talisman round my neck , but gave it up, as I sinned too much was not worthy of desecrating  it with my thoughts either.

Well I digress , Moghul Masjid , is the Mosque, I am in love with, there may be may more splendoured , but this imposing Mosque in a crowded area of Bhendi Bazar.. is my address of a human loving God.

august 13 2006

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Bollywoods Most Wanted Blogger No1

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we as  saffron  colored 

 Indians  hate green  indians

 a thought on sulekha blogs spun

 my  language an excuse to block me

without giving me a  reason

 make and poke fun..

cultural policing , creativity undone ,

clits, tits elephant dicks 

jahangir art gallery

an exhibition

 they shun  

600 blogs in three days

gave  an Indian  blog bank run

i d rather shoot from my dick

 still

be Bollywoods Most Wanted Blogger no1

on Buzznet Bloggerspot

than a Confused Muslim

on Sulekhs Blogs

my multi colred ass on the run

my words poetic

wisdom .. unmuzzled

to a  Racist submachine gun.

 krubashankar ji..

 thank you

a message

of racial  Indianess

 well  done

my 560th poem at poem hunter.com

  posted 13 august 2006

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Blessings of theYoung Khadim

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You can see part of the Dhuni or the Holy Fire that is attributed to Hazrat Ali , and here the famous Young Khadim is blessing me foor a better online life in a someone specials heart.. this too was shot by a bystander in 2005..at Ajmer

If you are a photographer just once in your life time visit Ajmer Sharif good pictures and the love and blessings of the Kwajah Garib Nawaz.

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The Young Khadim Pride of Chaar Yaar

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This is the young Khadim he has a sronghold on Chaar Yaar,they kiss his little hands and feet , move aside  when he passes, even the most hardened Rafaee slouches away in Fear seeing this young Khadim spiritual prodigy, he likes me and was  excited when I took his pictures, it all started  here and this is last year 2005 picture and thoughts, I was shooting a Qawwali at Char Yaar I am told I went  into a trance and fainted , I had a guy with me in situations like this given to accompany me by my host Peersaab Fakhru Miya Hujra No 6.. luckily I did not damage my camera, when I whirred like a Derwish.. this is the power of Hazrat Ali revered as the Head of all Sufi sects father of Imam Hussain..

I was seen as one of them the little Khadim Boy became my patron , however this year I did not see him, was so busy that I did not ask about him.. all these pictures of the Malangs remained unposted  for an year till I posted them a few days back.

And one thing gladdens my heart that I dont think like a common Indian man, even the intellectual Indian man is chained to the littleness of his cultural depravity, he reads huge thick books, but fails to read life, his sanctimomiousness he wants to pass over to posterity, his phobias, his hate for Muslim race, in a few days and after posting about 600 posts at Sulekha Blogs  I realised and this was not an idle boast I had matured and mellowed  ..I was always on Buzznet or Bloggerspot, my world .

 Some Indian Blog sites are the Cages of a Red Light area  cultural policing , Sulekha Blog  is one such site, this is not bad mouthing but experience hindsight talking, I was targetted because a few floundering dick heads did not like my language, I was decapitated tongue all, yes I apologized  at Buzznet for my anger at some of the closet skin heads,  we Indians are the greatest Racists .. we love to Hate someone who sings a different tune , the keshavs , natrajans , bahamini ravishankars , asho5 s the rest of little what is left of simple Truth.. will take time to grow ,  some sanity in a guy called simple truth .I did grow  , I was Born at Buzznet , murdered at Sulekha Blogs  Jai Hind a quick Hey Ram.. reborn again at Buzznet and Bloggerspot.. Shia Thug, is better than a ball and tongue squeezing death at Sulekha Blogs…

I had joined Sulekha Blogs to bring my rich experience of one year old at Buzznet be able to share it with my countrymen bloggers.. but we are a coterie of hypochondriacs,, we are the Indian crabs fighting each other in a glass bottle of our myopic vision..our overt Hate for someone a wee bit smarter than us..or richer than us where  grey matters
posted august  2006

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The Malangs of Ajmer

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This was shot last year at the Urus of Khwaja Moinuddin Chishti  at Ajmer 2005.

And this the awesome area called Chaar Yaar ,  you will find hardened Sufi brigands of Body piercing, eye ball piercing, all kinds all shapes,smoking away at the Dhuni, and this is not for women area, the soft and tender footed , need not come here, these are hardened spiritualists, huge beads around their necks and all under the eye of the Head of the Rafaees Gaddi Nashin Noubat Ali, a no nonsense man , I laid my bowed head at his feet to be able to shoot pictures and be recognized as one of their kind..or a word from him and you can be bodily thrown out, his word is law..and this man is his Murid.. Gaddi Nashin Noubat Alis  picture I will post later or you can see it at my home site..and there is a little lad a young Khadim he too is revered here and his word is also law over here..
The young Khadim is a celebrity cult figure at Char Yaar…

aug 12 2006

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The Malangs of Ajmer

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This is picture from my album Malangs of Ajmer shot last year in the graveyard at Char Yaar Ajmer ..these are the staunch ascetics called Malangs ,  very severe in their austerity ..I had met them last year requested them for a picture , had tea with them, they have dreads about 30 feet long, they keep it hidden completely, if you wish to see them, than you would have to visit them in their respective Dargahs  on some auspicious day when they let down their long hair.

Or you can see it if you pour Attar on the entire volume of their head which is  an expensive task, I was not that foolishly rich, for the first time on my recent trip 2006  I was quite broke, these Malangs said to me when I visited them on the graveyard that they were certain I would come , one of them with the white hair  reminds me of a Charles Dickensian face in David Copperfield, the boat family..

These Malangs are very different from the boisterous fun loving Rafaees or Body part piercers…I sat quite late on the tombs scatttered on this enclosured Graveyard, was not a bit scared.

The younger Malang gave me his visiting card, but I have not yet sorted  out all my stuff   posting all the pictures here on the journal does not make sense, so the lot of about 1500 pictures will take me much time to cull, I also met Eunuch Bawas.. I had met them last year too but was not much interested in photographing them, they dont take kindly to being photographed.

This year was good for me at the Chaar Yaar because of Zanjirwale Bawa who carries chains on his body about 80 kg to be exact, this is his vow and penance and his tribute to the fourth Shia Imam Zainul Abedeen sole survivor and son of Hazrat Imam Hussain, he is a featured photo at Buzznet.

I met a young dashing gent called Zaidi whose father was a big personality at the Aligarh Muslim University , Zaidi is a Murid of Zanjirwale Bawa, Zaidi is a Shia like me  but wears a coffin cloth insteead of normal trousers or shirts , he introduced me to the dour faced Eunuch bawas who were quite impressed about my gallery on Eunuchs.. this is before I took the 45 km trek into the mountains to shoot the Eunuch Saint his bilogical child buried in Chasme nur near Taragdh.. Fakira Pada..

I dont think I will ever try to miss making it to Ajmer if I live ..there are two more shrines I want to visit well known for exorcism, and devil killing as the locals say..Kadiar Sharif in Uttar Pradesh , Meena Datar in Unjha Gujrat . the Malangs are very similar to the Naga Sadhus .

They call me a Malang too but I dont posseess the austerity ..but I am preintutive psychic..I dreamt a poem last night  in praise of My Muse , but it fluttered away like a butterfly , I did memorize it too.. it was not willing to live in my unreal world.. if I had a lap top perhaps I could have saved it.. I am a disaster with a pen   flakiness called paper.

Another incident comes to mind before I left for Ajmer, I had left my wallet at home it was quite late , I thought wife would freak if I asked her to send my rickshah fare, we stay on the fifth floor , so I walked in the filth  wet barefeet, a young boy caught up with me at Boran Road Bandra,   he came very close and said Baba , I want to go to Ajmer but the Devil in me makes my going a scary affair , I dont know what to do, I was quite stumped then he pleaded  Baba if you go there do pray for me , many a times I have gone to the station bought my ticket and returned home..he said.  

I went to Ajmer and forgot about him..I dont pray …his blessings prey on me.. if an Evangelist reads this he will call me a Devil too.

posted august 12 2006

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Eunuchs Enigma

kajal

Man and Maiden

A single body

A wrestling bout

Cosmic changes within

Cosmetic changes without

Androgynous soul

the final rout

Soundless screams

Seamless shouts

flaccid hopes

flaccid spouts

man and maiden

a single body

 so many doubts

eunuchs enigma

an

identity

scouts.

 this my 558th poem, this is Kajal a Eunuch  from  najafgadh Delhi

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a eunuchs shattered dreams

sohel

this is sohel hajji the hijda from delhi and she transforms into a diva  once she appplies make up.

flowing rivers

 piranha infested streams

parched feet  a eunuchs

shattered dreams

manly body , menopausal

womanly screams

menstrual machinations

devoid of  sanitary pads

woman like schemes

 a pretentiously mocking

genetalia and cleavage

pumped in to day dreams..

facial unplucked hair

stubbornly waxed  still gleams

mixed fried  rice sexuality

a culinary chaos in steams

love bordered on insanity

is a eunuched  hospitality

not what it seems..

a house no doors no windows

ventilators or beams..

picture of Sohel Haji my favorite eunuch from Delhi… shot at Ajmer 2006.

my 557th poem at poem hunter.com

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Supinely Subtle Rose

lion

The Lion and the Crow

often come to blows

when the shit of the crow

 on the mane of the lion shows

an inbox of her silence

and unread messages

pirouetting on the tips of her

honied toes

the heart says

photographerno 1

try not to be firoze

click and compose

in her perfumed garden

a bit of me that glows

an indian thorn..

lying by the side of a

supinely subtle rose.

my 556th poem…

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The Pretty Old Milk Maid of Kamatipura

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She sells milk every morning in sealed polythene bags, she is an old oak tree, she hates me photographing her, has absused me many a time, but I will not stop shooting her from a distance , because the world has stopped making gritty   tough women like this, this is her age  to rest and retire, yes I dont know her name, she is a Gujrati lady , I guess more than 85 , I watch her as she slyly counts her money looks around furtively hides the money , by tucking it at the waist band of her saree, perhaps she has an alcoholic son, who comes heckles her for money to booze, perhaps her husband is dead, waiting on the other side of the bank for his lady love , the pretty milk maid I am crying now, this is the grammar of emotions tears are the pearls God gave us, in sorrow and in happiness… I have no other language but pictorial poetry of my pictures, when they stammer , I add to simplify the meaning  add light in the dark shadow regions of mans survival within the strangling noose of his environment…

posted august 2006

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one sided love for a blog goddess

one sided love
said the fawn colored deer

to the  Indian leopard who would not hear

why do you hate me , so far

and so near ..love  like  a

rainbow behind clouds disappear

yes give it to me all that you have

 dont spare my rear

 close your eyes  impregnate my silence

with your spear

enjoin unlike souls and adhere

for you all that is mine is yours

i volunteer .. she , head bent dropped a tear

sorrow the shape in a sphere

love that bled , raped cannibalised

doe eyed imprisoned in her fear

one sided love for a blog goddess

my madness without any frontier.

posted august 2006

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paradoxical paroxysms of sleep

sleep

man a commodity  buy and sell

very cheap no after sales service

breaks down  buy another one  the price not so steep

all models standing, shitting, sleeping

fornicating, defacating , all available at lifes toy store

 very very cheap, bargain offer buy one and two you can keep.

 man asleep well he has a window opening into a dream world  to peep

two legged creature and a four legged leap ..the dust of his destiny he will sweep

what is not his , he will covet and keep..

 if you reprimand him  crocodile tears he will weep..

paradoxical paroxysms of sleep …

as you sow so shall you reap…

man a mountain a molehill and a heap.

my 553rd poem at poem hunter.com

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Reflected Soul

chor bazar

photographerno1

reflected soul

in a bloggers paradise

an uncherished ass hole

wisdom grilled

on a dry charcoal

 indigenous love

crucified upside down

american

totem pole

a part  apart 

from her whole

tenderfooted

barfeet

walking

stalking

her terrible door

bewailing silence

a soundless goal

shoal of fished out words

on her heart unroll

petcocked poetry

divine interpretation

of an indian mole.

posted august 2006
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The Shia Sunni Divide

from net 

photo courtesy shia images.net

 

 

The Shia Sunni divide

Is a split open wide

1400 years pain

on the bleeding sands

of Karbala

that time cannot hide

yazid and his yazidi lashkar

is todays terrorism

and the talibans pride

decapitated head of Hussain

Islamic Truth and true guide

To the bayt of yazid

Hussian did not abide..

Janabe Zainab..her kutbas

 Allahs bayt at her side

Haztat Abbas ..Mashke Sakina

Waters of Furaat bleeding waves

After waves and tide

Akka till the end to brother Hussain

Abbas ..Al  a Tash  words

a failed  moment

tears instead of waters

eyes and hearts in the tents

that wept and wept and cried.

Sword of Ali ..Shere e Khuda

 Sakina  her parched throat

water that was denied

Ali Asghar ..his tiny throat

Harmullahs arrow did collide

Ali Akbar the Prophet faced

speared ..a pain Hussain could

not push aside

Kassin ibne Hassan martyred

unmarried  no bride

Ouno Mohammed .Jaffare Tayyar

Zainabs blood beside

Habib ibn Mazahir

to his Master  fading health provide

Abid manacled sick  and hands tied

The greatest pain was Shaam, Shaam  Shaam

 this in tears the fourth Imam did  confide

 this fervor of the Shias

Will never ever subside

A cry for ya hussain ya hussain

A chant reverbrating world wide.

My karbala is India in my

Heart it does reside.

Yes I am a Shia Thug

according to her

The microcosm of my pride

Hussain ibn e ali

Koranic pages

Scripted

On my soul

 within

and outside

Imame Zamana

the Beacon

the Mahdi

the Awkening

the Hope

a feeling

world  wide

 

 

my 551 st poem at poemhunter.co

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Right of Admission Reserved

blogs

In the bizarre world of blogs

Right of admission reserved

For Indians and dogs

poetically farting frogs

a heart burning web logs

they say

Your pictures are fantastic

your passion for blogs

But your language spokes

That finger fucks and clogs

The agony of pretending

 to be a genius  ..

cultural policing

culinary cunts

menstrual machinations

 toilet raging smogs

muffled cry at sulekhas

 body post

 snatching gollywogs.

posted in august..2006

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Muffled Cry at Sulekha.com

mahatma by kg maheshwari

picture of the Mahatma shot by my Guru the Eminent KG Maheshwari in 1945

I was very harshly treated at Sulekha Blogs , I joined the site in April 2006 , had two posts to my credit, as they were doing a check on my site at Buzznet I was auto locked for 10 hours I decided to post my buzznet blogs  at Sulekha Blogs,  the entire cybernetic  ceiling of their Hate, caved down on me,  I have found that we as Indians are more racial then the whites when we deal with our own kind, we are vindictively biased , Sulekha Blogs was an experience in Blogging I will never forget.

I found Buzznet a very mature site and Bloggerspot too…we all differ in our views, but that should not be a cause to bash us, I think I was bashed for being a Muslim, or perhaps not the kind of Muslim one would expect a Muslim to be, I am proud when someone calls me a Hindu .. the culture of my country is my inheritance too, the Arab world is certainly not my inheritance, it is the ethos of a Faith I follow…as Indians we were more civilized in our hospitality too…

I requested Mr Krubashankar to delete my account at Sulekha Blogs…

Dear Mr Krubashankarji
Associate Director
Sulekha.com
Thank you for your kind and humane understanding of a highly misunderstood blogger, a this is something I have lived with, I scare people with my thoughts, and my approach to life, I believe in a single mantra live and let others live, and no one has a right to convert ones views, as long as they are within the parameters of contemporary thought, I am not a porn artist and the Ling and the Yoni existed much before my forefathers turned green Islamically.
And today everything is only a click away,  I joined Sulekhas , there was no agenda or motivation, simply that I was autolocked at Buzznet due to a technical discrepancy, and so I posted at your site, all old blogs copied from Buzznet.

According to me after this fiasco at Sulekhas , Buzznet remains the most mature site on the blogsphere and no disegard to the language I use and never a picture deleted in my one year at this site as a blogger .
I have no bones to pick with anyone, if I don’t like the title of a blog that says Muslims are confused I dont read it, and I have not read a single Sulekha Blog.I dont comment.. I dont garner new friendships, online ones hit hard and I am aware of it, and you can see my profile page at Buzznet ,if I receive constructive criticism I will accept , but I cant be ragged or bullied , I have been brow beaten by foreigners but I stood up to it.
I would appreciate for the greater good of Sulekhas that you delete my account.
I am too old to have to stand up on the school bench with a dunces s cap on my head ..
My voice is amply heard from the pulpit at Bloggerspot, Buzznet and my home site..photographerno1.com
Each time I reiterated at Sulekhas that I was copying my old blogs , had no truck with any religious ideology ..
I am higlhy indebted to your immediate response .. we as mature Indian are million light years away from Blogging..
I wrote a poem that I am posting with this letter to you as my body post.

We as Indians hate fellow Indians
 this is nothing new..
We are racial, casteist, sectarian
Our hatred on each other we spew
The Hindu the Muslim the Dalit
The Sikh , the Christian , the Jew
A self centered, self destructive
A self seeking Motley crew
We are not Indians indeed
Tenets of blog bashing we pursue
Cultural policing, kill the small fish
And let the big fish go through
In the land of Gandhi bloodletting
Hinsa, murder rape and the pact
With a bearded devil we renew
Kamasutra , poetic imagery
A pornographic taboo
Grow up..you cultural
Juvenile delinquents
Give way
to the new generation
and broaden your
field of view.

Firoze shakir
Photographerno1

posted 10 august 2006.

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